Hobby stress--yes, you heard me, hobby stress (and yes, I know hobbies are supposed to alleviate stress) comes from many places. If you don't believe me, through several of these blogs (because explaining more than one kind of hobby stress would be..... stressful) I will educate you.
For today, stress, thy name is anticipation. For a hobbyist anytime you are waiting on something, whether to be released to the market, or to appear at your hobby shop, or to arrive at your home because you ordered it online, it feels like Christmas to a five year old. Maybe that is why some of us hobbyists have been accused of never having grown up.
I took the plunge about one month ago and ordered a train kit. Having been frustrated with my lack of progress on the train front I decided to basically start again, albeit with greater restraint. Most people who like trains envision a grand plan that takes up a lot of space in the home, perhaps more than one room. This is wonderful, and though costly, certainly will occupy a large amount of time (and money). Unfortunately, this kind of ambitious planning can be a drawback if you lack the skill or determination to realize this dream. Looking at myself, I have to admit both of these are true, I was getting nowhere with my train layout, so it is back to square one. So, to compliment my skill level, I bought a complete kit, layout, buildings, the whole thing in a box--actually three boxes, three kits. Actually, ordered would be a better word.
That was a month ago. I received two of the kits (buildings and track) but have yet to receive the layout part. That's right, the part that starts the whole thing off is missing. I have contacted the seller, and apparently a replacement for my lost products is on the way.
Since my contact with the seller, I have waited patiently, or at least as patiently as a man child like myself can wait. I don't wake up every morning hoping my package mysteriously, wondrously appeared under my tree (it's still only the end of August), but I have eagerly come home from work hoping to find the box or at the very least a note from the post office.
That was a month ago.
Can you understand the torture a hobbyist goes through now. What can I do?
Okay, actually, like many hobbyists, I have a whack load of projects I could do. There are models to build, house walls to paint, grass to cut, yo-yo tricks to practice, Dexter to watch, YouTube to watch and many others, The problem is these are things I could do, but not necessarily things I want to do.
So, here I sit, hoping against hope that the courier will arrive tomorrow with my much wanted box. Only then will the waiting be over.